My words come from my heart. I find it hard to write words when I'm analytical. Yet my daily, paid word is often very analytical.
I have an even deeper problem when it comes to visual art. I have to do it with feeling and hands... and it requires me to disconnect from others, which is lonely, yet it requires me to open my heart up all the way and experience and make things sensually. It is, thus, a too-vulnerable place to be.